Why do I never leave the RE's office with good news?! So I went to the lab this morning and had my blood drawn. Then I went over to the RE's office for my ultrasound. My ultrasound was so disappointing that he didnt even tell me what was going on while he did it. On the left i had one follie at 9mm and on the right I had a 7mm follie and an 8mm follie. This was CD8 so he was disappointed. He said that we would wait to see what my blood work said but he thought we would probably increase my Gonal-F dose to 112.5IU. I nervously waited all day to hear the results because he hinted to me that if the blood came back really good them we would be able to keep the same dose and the follies would follow soon! Well at about 2pm they called and told me that my e2 came back at only 38 (im pretty sure they wanted it to be around 300 or over). Sooooo its 150IU daily for me until tuesday morning when I go back for another ultrasound and bloodwork.
Why couldnt I have has a good scan? Why cant my ovaries cooperate?! I AM SO MAD AT THESE OVARIES I WANNA PUNCH THEM but I think that might be counterproductive. I am just so tired of bad news. I need some good news so I can stop crying all the time!!! I am putting so much into this... heck im giving myself shots every day so that I can ovulate when most women do that and take pills because they dont want to. I just want what everyone else has, is that too much to ask?
((Hugs)) I wish I could say it doesn't suck but it does. I hope you can take comfort in knowing you're not alone.
ReplyDeleteOh dear. I hope the increased dosage will help with this cycle.
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Ditto what Junebug said. You're not alone, even though it sometimes feels that way. I hope your follies kick into high gear. Perhaps you should write an open letter to them (or your ovaries). Maybe that'll get their attention. If nothing else, it might help you to feel better ;) *hugs*
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I just found your blog, thank you for minding as well. I hope this increase in dose does the trick. Crossing my fingers and toes for you in this cycle.
ReplyDeleteP.S. Your pictures are amazing!!!!
Hi there! I found you through ICLW. After nearly 7 years of waiting, I get to start Gonal-f IUIs at the end of the summer. It has been really educational reading through your blog, and I really hope the increase in dose is exactly what you need. Hoping this cycle is the one for you!!!
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