Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Lost

If I believed in God or had a relationship with a "god" I would be asking for strength right now. The past few days I have been feeling so hopeful and today I feel defeated.
-I feel like I have been silly to get excited because it will never happen.
-I feel silly for thinking that my boss will ever value me.
-I feel silly for crying over work when have more important things to cry about.
-I feel silly for thinking that things have to work out because in reality they dont have to.
I feel lost.

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