HSG today

Is it weird that I dont even know what I want the results to be. I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep last night and I realized I will be disappointed with either results I think. On one hand if my tubes are clear then that is one less obstacle to overcome and generally good news but on the other hand if one/both are blocked then we know a cause and it might be fixable. Its weird to think I am going to be lying there on the table not knowing what to be hoping for. I cant sit there and be thinking "PLEASE LET IT BE _________!" because I dont know how to fill that blank in. So I guess I just wont hope and I will wait and see what happens. And by all means, PLEASE Lindsey dont cry in front of your RE again.